January 2010
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爱错
请放手吧, 我在也不是你所爱的女孩子, 也不是你所欣赏的. 你也不是我所爱的男孩. 我们可以睡在同一个床上, 可是你也应该知我们的爱不像昨天的一样. 如果你要的话, 你从新在让我爱上你吧. 其实我不想和你开始什么关系. 我只要躺在你的肩膀或者在你的腿上.
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SILENT SHOUT
Let me tell you what it was. Our so called love: it was desperate, disappointing, rhythmic and routine.
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“To return to the question of narcissism, they are, paradoxically, the parts that...”
– Jacques Derrida
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扫兴
I hate sharing and feedback and I hate talking about our ministry even more. I hate it even more when I am talking about how much I resent some things because I feel like I have no right to. It makes my lip quiver and my heart ache so much. Even in an inappropriate time and place on top full of wind, I felt my eyes water. It is the wind, I say. But I think I know better than to cheat myself.
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色誡
How can I do this to myself? I lie in bed till 7pm on Sunday and Monday and I crawl back after 7 hours. I hear the phone but I it’s too far to grab it; I hear the door banged on, but it’s too hard to get out; my eyes are closed but I get no sleep. Tomorrow will be a better day.
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DIRTY
2 days back and I’m scared again and already. I am ready to to crawl into a hole and not see people for another 4 months.